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Monday, May 25, 2009

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Everything went better than expected.

Im not dead. I didn't suffer a hangover on Saturday. I remember the weekend as being fun and relaxing. For once.

Granted I didn't get much homework or study done, but I've almost caught up today. I've decided I want to go on exchange for uni next year some time, so I'll have to start saving my money properly again - I have a meeting at uni with an exchange advisor tomorrow. Fingers crossed I can go to a country I'm interested in eg. Japan or Canada.

I've always wondered, is there a specific point where naive ignorant people realise theyre naive and ignorant, or is it a never ending cycle of a lack of education and information? More to the point, do they ever seek information on a particular topic? Things arise in everyday life that they must not know, but I can't stand it when people go oh well and ignore it and forget about it. I want to know everything ALL the time. That can get annoying sometimes though. Because some things I feel the need to know, don't even matter. Shrug. franklin™ so many people tripping on their feelings says: (3:09:40 PM)

cest la vie.

Friday, May 22, 2009

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.This is MSTRKRFT. BounceLow. BounceHigh. All i do is party.

Friday has finally come. It has yet to fail me like previous fridays have. New hair cut today, I've fallen in love with it. For $60 it better be good! And i better get compliments! Blunt fringes ftmfw. I have some more homework I should get done before I head out tonight, I know I wont do anything tomorrow.

Drink of choice: vodka with creamy soda

Place of choice: CBD, Closet

Clothing of choice: Cannot decide

Time of choice: 9pm til death

People of fave choice: Jack, Josh and Stephaleph <3

I found a very pretty tiny baby bird on my back verandah before, it saddens me. It didn't deserve to hit our window and die of shock/snapped neck. But it did look peaceful.

Tonight is a night for forgetting, smiling, photos, dancing, drinking and being care free. The time is now.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

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You spin me right round baby right round. Like a record baby.

So there's this guy right. Lets call him Andrew. He exists only in my mind and sometimes lies on my bed or sits at my desk. But almost always makes me laugh. Never makes me cry. Sometimes makes me rage. Him in a nut shell is: goes to uni, does some homework, goes to work twice a week, and spends too much time talking to me. He is my savour. The one constant. Hoo-rah for constants.

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Today was a good day. Overall. In the greater scheme of things. For now. Etc Etc.

I was awake until 3.30am for no particular reason, lying in bed searching for bigger and better things. Thinking. Thought of a new outfit to try, tried it today, turns out its no good. Back to the drawing board on that one.
Uni is on the downhill run to the end of term, I'm still shocked how quickly it has gone. But I suppose that's a good thing, because the less time I have to think about things, the better it will be for all involved.
My bf was at my house tonight. I finished my homework for the night and he did his accounting work on my laptop at my desk, while I lay in peace on my bed hugging my kitten, listening to Chillout Sessions. Sleep was had. He woke me up with a hug when he was done.
Every Friday for the past month has either ended in tears, more depression of some sort or anger. This week I'm determined for it to be different. No matter what. I'll ignore people who try and get me down. A date with the city involving drinking with old friends from high school and dancing under bright lights with sparkles in my eyes and a smirk on my face. Life isn't much better than that. It's all I ask.
I eagerly await the end of the week.